Bath put on an impressive firework display last night! I was lucky enough to be able to avoid the crowd and watch it from the office. The whole evening really made me miss having someone to do things with me.....after all that's happened recently I just wouldn't mind some company, arms to fall into.. and someone to just sit there, not say anything and just hold my hands. I try very hard to be super sociable and out going, but I am just not like that....Though I am getting used to my own company and being at home by myself. I feel like I am putting on a front for people, and I have to be happy because there is no point depressing other people too. I really don't want to be all sad like this and I am trying sooo hard to be positive, but I just really need some support...Someone there to comfort me when I fail. Ahhhh....I know...I am just being a wimp. I should just pick myself up and carry on! Things will happen regardless anyway.